sometimes they come back

sometimes my ADD lasts a bit longer than i think it's supposed to. i get caught up in reading various what-nots and looking at a myriad of whozits ... and lookee here ... it's been somewhere in the neighborhood of 2.5 months since i've posted. sorry about that (not even sure if there is anyone who is still interested in reading this anyway). well, life is going along pretty much the same as what it has been sliding by on for the last year or so ... not too much of anything bad and almost assuredly enough of the wonderful things i need.

was there ever a time in your life that you thought maybe you took a wrong turn? i would never change the outcomes of the important decisions that i've made in my life but but some days i think ... maybe i should have fought my natural inclination to want to just 'gypsy' it and actually just stay in one place. maybe i should have gotten that degree in the thing that i was REALLY interested instead of just skating by with the easiest one that i could because i knew i'd get bored eventually anyway.

do you get over boredom or just come to terms with it? being that i detest studying myself any more than absolutely necessary, that answer may never come. some days i wish i had known ... no, wait, that's not right ... i wish i had CARED enough to understand that i was smart enough to get that degree ... that sometimes the answer is not "a One, a Twooo, a Three ... crunch ... Three"